Tuesday, February 23, 2010


19 Baby!!! What an awesome way to spend my birthday--just being totally in awe of God's grace. It's just so, so, so amazing!!
His forgiveness, that hope of eternity with Him is the best gift I could ever, ever,ever have!!

I know I'm being a bit over the top but hey--when you're in love like this, there's just nothing holding you back-nothing can get me down-cause He is holding me up. :)

And words cannot express my gratitude and love for Him.

God-you. are. the best.

Thank you for these 19 years-I pray that this year be the best so far, God take my life, use me-whatever you would have me do-I'm totally yours. Anything.

Thank you so much for this chance-thank you so much for opening my eyes, for bring me back to you each and everyday.

This love is just insane-you amaze me like none other!! I've got no words to even explain it, but you know what I'm trying to say
so I'll stop here-and just thank you, I love you so, so, so much :)

-Your kiddo

Sunday, February 21, 2010

Love love love---IS ALL YOU NEED :D

Today is so beautiful.

The excitement for what to come is just amazing.

If I get tomorrow, I know it's going to be amazing.

Because I will be alive. Because I have a chance to be loved and give that love back.

This is beauty.

God has everything in control, all we have to do is to trust Him and He can make the most amazing things happen.

He can even take out stupid mistakes and turn them into something good, when we get off on the wrong path-no matter how far, He's there to bring us back.

He's there with open arms, just shaking His head saying come on, can't you just trust me? Won't you believe that what I've got planned for you is sooo much better than whatever you're grabbing onto right now?

Well finally I realized I was on the wrong path, I was trying and searching for what was right, but I was off.

So finally, I realize this great humbling fact and just surrender everything-ready to give up everything to Him.

And I tell you when you finally do that, it's breaking you of who you thought you were-but the new creation is so worth it.

It's who He wants us to be-it's just amazing.

Then you're on that path with Him-trusting Him and so excited to have let go of all you held dear, of all you thought you wanted, because you see this incredible love the Father has, and see that His plan is going to be just amazing.

I'm just in awe of His love, that He would actually save me from this-from my self and bring me back to Him with open arms.

It is crazy. That's what love is-just insane and you can't even explain it.

The closest thing that can come to getting it-is just that smile. It's beyond words.