Sunday, September 21, 2008

How much more.

How.

How do I tell you how much I care?

How can I explain what`s going on inside?

How do I put love into words and convince you of it?

Can I even?

And what`s more, how do I convince you that if I can love you this much,

How much more the love for you than love itself?

Won`t you open your eyes and see?

Open your ears and hear?

Open your heart and feel?

It`s there. He`s there.

It has come to a point where I can`t say I know how you feel.

I may have an idea, but it breaks my heart to imagine it, so I can`t.

When I do, my eyes fill with tears and I ask God, why? Why are you doing this to them?

How can you be letting this happen?

And as my heart is breaking and the pain is swelling. I realize...

It`s because I love you.

And how much more the love for you than that of Love Himself?

How much more is His heart breaking? Are His eyes crying?

I can`t imagine. But in my love I`m allowed to feel a bit of it, of Him.

Won`t you open your eyes and see? Open your heart and feel?

Open your soul and know.

Love.

Sunday, November 12, 2000

That`s where you are.

Up where the mountains meet the heavens above 
Out where the lightening splits the sea, *

That`s where you are.
God knows I`m wishing it was here.
But I`m waiting, I`m hoping, I`m believing.
That someday you`ll come.
Someday you`ll take me away
God knows I`m wishing it could be now.
But I`ve come to the realization that though want you,
I don`t need you.
Because I already have everything you could ever be,
I already have all the love you could possibly give.
I`ve had it before I was formed.
I`ve had it since the beginning of time.
It`s here.
It`s so much more.
More than words.
More that you.
More than my hopes.

And while I wait, I will be content.
I will not run about turning over every rock, hoping you`ll be there.
One day,
You`ll fall out of the sky.
You`ll be here.
God knows I wish it could be today.

But I`ll look to the sky, and know.

Up where the mountains meet the heavens above
Out where the lightening splits the sea

You`re waiting for me.

By Hannah coyle

*Line from Frou Frou